So, so alone...except for these other people
I keep saying that I'm going to have alone time for myself because I actually never do these days. It's entirely possible that the only time in my day I'm alone is when I'm in the shower for fifteen minutes. Even then, it's also possible that someone has dropped by while I was in the bathroom and is waiting from me when I get out. Normally this would be the time that I would say: "...not that I
mind all that, but..." This time, however, I'm just going to dispense with that, and ask people to give me some space.
While I won't say that I don't mind that people always seem to be around me, I will say that I'm pretty tired at the moment and I'm thinking of taking up heroin just to get my mind off my nicotine withdrawal. To get a more specific picture, I'm listening to some Mozart right now to help me get in the mood to sleep, but II just want to deck the Great Master just so I have somewhere to direct my frustration.
Suffice it to say, if you need to contact me for some project or another, I know about it. I'm going to try and do some laundry and some reading later today, and then I will contact those I need to contact. In the meantime, keep me out of range from any nicotine based products or I
will smoke/chew/ingest/inject it, and that would not please me. It wouldn't please me in the intellectual sense, that is, and I'd have to start back from square one with the no smoking thing.
Annnnnnnnnd this post is a wash. Don't fuck with me or I'll get punchy. I don't mean that, but I'll bust your damn kneecaps if you come near me. Not really. Seriously though, I will.
Night.